||[Feb. 16th, 2008|06:56 am]
well, i guess i'll explain the fact that jaimee is my ex girlfriend. and josh is her ex boyfriend from a while ago. they were together for 2 years. |
now, on wednesday night, josh called me. he wanted to make amends with people he mightve hurt in the past, and he knew jaimee mustve talked a lot of shit on him, because he was in placement and drug/alcohol rehab. apparently he got out in january. so yeah, he just called to talk about shit, ive never actually met him before, but we ended up talking for 5 fucking hours. and i dont even like phones, so it was weird. thursday night i call him, and we talk for 7 hours. friday night he called me and we talked for 4 hours.
we have so much in common. a few of my friends are telling me to hook up with him, but i dont wanna jump the gun since i havent had a relationship since last june. im interested. we'll just leave it at that. :)
hes 17, has TWO jobs, hes staying sober, and hes already in college. finally, someone different. he told me before being locked up he was exactly like me. no goals, no future. so that really opened up my eyes.
hes completely comfortable with the number of people ive had sex with, so that makes me happy. he understands me, i understand him. even if it doesnt turn into a romantic relationship, i know i have a good friend.